I got to ride in a ambulance for the first time last night

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I dislocated my knee cap 9 times. It is pretty damn painful. On my 10th time dislocating it I ended up tearing my acl and stretching all the other legaments that support the knee.. It was NOT fun and the pain is 10 times worse than just dislocating your knee cap. I couldn't even move 1 inch to get up into a wheel chair. Then came the surgery and after the medication wore off the first night OMG did I wanna just die. Most pain I have ever felt EVER in my life.. I said many times that if I ever tear it again I will just tough it out. I'll never go through that again..