Fucked - Not Work Safe

[Emcee gsxtc]

Lately, I have been super angry and I guess this is just the best place to vent.

I realize most of the recent events around me boil down to being my fault, for who I hang out with and what we do.

Back in February, my 98 gsx was down and I was so busy going to school and working to pay for my car and school etc that I couldnt fix it. I bought a 90 gsx to get me from A to B. Nothing more than free mods and maintenance. That first night I was at my house changing etc after work at 11:30pm. Some of my friends and their friends etc were in the parking lot across the street. It was a couple civics, mr2, talon, integra etc. When I walk out I hear a couple revs, a civic does a burnout and takes off. I get in my 90 gsx and leave following the mr2 and integra. Everyone else leaves and goes the other way.

We are driving torwards the gas station when a cop drives past us. I figure he will follow and of course he whips a U and starts to follow. The integra takes the immediate left, the mr2 takes the next right. I, having done nothing wrong, figure I have no problem and go to the gas station. In the gas station the cop pulls me over next to a pump. They start pulling over everry 2 door car that drives by the gas station. They ask me if any are involved. None of them were. THEN THE INTEGRA DRIVES BY, IDIOT. I get police escorted to the police station. Where I am joined by the integra and mr2. We got called in by my 80 yr old neighbor lady that never sleeps, just bitches. The police decide that exhaust tickets would be the best choice. I say I am fine with that because my exhaust is stock and I wasnt involved in the noise making. They get tickets (thats what they get for leaving me!) and I am off the hook except for my stolen hour and a half.

The next night after I get done at 11:30 I pick up the integra and mr2 drivers and we go to Wal-mart to get groceries and buy one of the new movies. We walk out and my gsx doesn't start. Thats odd try it a few times and it starts real hard, not wanting to risk it I start heading straight to drop them off and go home very slowly with 4-ways on. On the way it starts overheating. I shut my car off and coast in neutral down this huge hill (not realizing my 4 ways are still on). I get pulled over for 42 in a 30, then ticketed for speed and no proof of insurance. Well I just bought the car the day before no problem. I try to explain that my car was barely running and it was overheating and I was just trying to cool it down. Ticket still stands. I cant get the car started again for 5 minutes. I drop them off and go straight home.

A week later work was terrible, a bunch of my friends werent willing to wait for me to get done and had gone to the casino and clubbin all that. Girlfriend was in the cities with her friends and they heard that my friends were at the casino and met them their to suprise me only to find out I wasnt there. I just need to go drive around and blow off (valve) some steam. I just downshift to 2nd and start heading out to the country to blast around on some country roads. I see a pair of headlights pull real fast out of somewhere in my rearview. I thought it was one of my friends so I hit an immediate right and just take off. As I am turning left, I see the car turning right and I think they look like cop headlights so I pull over (being responsible). Cop pulls up behind me, and walks up. The first thing he says is, " You can't get away every time." ITS THE COP FROM THE FIRST NIGHT! I tell him I am just stressed out and was heading out of town, but his mind is made up already. He just asks if I figured out insurance yet, said I was talking with them and my parents to set it up which was true. He give me a ticket for 40 in a 30. I go home more angry, more for my stupidity than anything, and just go to bed.

Im done speeding in the 90 gsx, I drive slower than my grandma. Huge snow storm. The kid that owned the integra buys the mr2 from the other kid. I worked overtime and got done at 1 am. After work my friend now in the mr2 leads back to his house. He is just having fun in the snow with no traction 20mph was max speed. We are going to his house when a cop turns and pulls me over. He asks me if I know what I was pulled over for. WOW THAT JUST MAKES ME MAD WHEN THEY ASK THAT. LIKE YOU ARE GONNA FESS UP TO ALL THINGS YOUR GUILTY OF. I say no I don't, I wasnt speeding, I signaled 300 feet before the turn, I dont have subs, I wasnt swerving, my friend was all over the road side to side etc. He says in the conditions I was following to close. Give me a ticket for no proof of insurance which I was working on taking care of, its just that I went to school at 730 went straight to work at 3 and didnt get done til 1130. Never even bothers getting my friend, I obviously had been flagged in the books. That was all February.

I go to court, say I plan to fight the tickets, and dont get a court date scheduled til June. My insurance co. says they can can only go backdate insurance two weeks and I at the time I had the money to pay insurance it had been almost 3 weeks. So then I was screwed.

June court date comes. I sit there with 5 police officers sitting in the courtroom all sitting there to insure that my penalty is given. I am told I looked like someone choosing there own death wish between drounding and being burned or something like that. I finally just explain to the judge that I work 60 hours a week to pay for and fully insure a car I cant drive. The decide that they will drop both tickets down to a baserate $106 for each speed. He drops one count of driving without insurance and drops all the jail time. He drops that fine down to $100. I think everything is gonna be alright. That the system did its job in making me pay but not burdening me so horribly.

What I didnt realize is the system was just getting me to bend over. Two weeks later I get a letter explaining that I would be losing my license for 30 days. Now they are getting out their dirty toys in preparation to fuck me over. I go to courthouse, where they explain that it was the state doing it and was not in their hands. Alright well I will except it, after all I can get a work permit.

I find out how to get a work permit, and that basically will make it easier to get my license back at the end of the 30 days because its the same steps. Pay $20 take the written test again. Have current proof of insurance of mine on a vehicle sent to the state. Go to DMV get my picture taken. Drive.....right. I go to insurance company to have them send the proof to the state. Shouldnt be a problem they fax peice of paper to state.

WRONG! WRONG! WRONG! WRONG! WRONG!

The insurance company branch cant do that, the fax must come from the home office. When my insurance company goes to do that they realize that I lost my license. Then they wonder why I lost my license, then they bring up my record of (1) No Proof Of Insurance and (1) Speed. This where you youngn's are gonna need to close your eyes because the system started to rape me, no warning, no lube just me screaming as they rip me inside out. For my insurance company to send me proof to the state they would need me to REPAY my premium which I paid $870 for 6 months about 2 weeks ago, so I can start driving my 98 GSX which is running once again. Only problem is now my premium is $4,500 yearly to drive my 98. This is the part where the fetish freaks watch me start to bleed.

I was about to buy an extremely clean 96 Black Tsi Awd that is a perfect match to my GSX. Both have 18's Thermal Catback Exhaust, Black, lowered. The tsi was to be by new business daily driver. Not anymore insurance for that would be the same for full coverage. Even if I didn't have a loan out on either i would still want full coverage. So the 98 GSX has gone back to storage, I may be able to take it to the track but have been to busy lately.

To add insult to my rape injury and put salt in the wound, the same cop who started it all replied to a call (from the same bitch neighbor) last Thursday because she heard drums being played at my house in my backyard. Me and my friends were sitting around the fire no radio, no explosives, no fireworks. All I have left is chillin at my house, now they (neighbor and cop) want to take that away too.

Last saturday I had a SMALL party like maybe 12 people max. THE SAME STUPID BITCH NEIGHBOR called the fire dept because my fire was too big. I had been in my house and walked out the front door (fire pit is in back) to get cds from my car for in the house (where I had been preparing a bunch of food). I see the first responder F150 Fire truck. The guy follows me to my backyard where my "friends" (soon to be executed) had made a 4 foot fire with flames about 8-10 feet high. City ordinance for fires are 3 ft diameter and 3 ft high. it was still about a 3ft dia. So he has me knock down the fire so its like 4ft high but 5ft or more diameter. LUCKILY MY RESPONSIBILITY showed because I had the hose on and ready near the fire. He had me then spray the outside wood to put out most of the fire. Then told me we couldnt burn these certain types of wood that my friend that works construction had brung over. Then he sees burned aerosol cans from previous nights. Enter SAME COP who apparently came over AGAIN for noise complaint. I get a ticket for BURNING OF REFUSE, even though non of it was warm or had been burned in the last day. They blamed me for burning them. They had no proof that I burned them or of when they were burned, just that they had been burned sometime in the last decade.

Well after the cops left I picked up the first bottle I could see, and didnt stop until I couldnt find anymore in the house which was at 830 am. Definitely last time that happens.

I started to think that maybe if I work hard enough things will turn around slowly. God obviously doesn't hate me or I would have gotten alot worse charges. Then this girl (who happens to be my bosses daughter at my part time job) started hanging out with me. I have liked her for a couple years now. She would drive me around etc. It started to get good and then last night her and her friend who is 15 got pulled over for running a stoplight. Both got a breathalyzer and her 15yr old friend blew a .15 (DUI- .05 DWI- .10) and my bosses daughter blew a .03 which is like nothing but because of Minnesota's not a drop law, she loses her license for a year. A FUCKING YEAR!!!

On top of all that Mayhem got cancelled and I was excited at the very least to go if not run my car. If I didn't love my work I would have already offed myself I think. :fworld: