[Raptor]

This really does suck. I was at the house all day and didn't realize it was bothering you this much. Of course I didn't realize about your mom's job as well, but you seemed to be handling everything pretty well. Like Jana said, anything you need, you know you are welcome to. Also, I know you are a positive person usually and it is okay not to stay perfectly happy all the time, but if it gets to you too much, look around at what you do have and count your blessings. You have a very nice family and a lot of friends, decent health and a decent environment around you. Got to focus on the good things ya know.